.. I'm having a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.. I try to wait out the bad times and stuff just keeps coming at me.. my step mother is gone now (she is happy she is with my dad now I'm sure)... she was a feisty little woman that would cut you if you crossed her and sometimes even if u didn't but just ticked her off a little! .. she had a very hard life and I'm happy she is at peace now.. it's how I got the news I have a problem with.. people just don't think and don't realize what they are doing (I think, I hope it wasn't deliberate!) .. the older I get, the less patience I have... it's coming up on five years now and I still do not have my dads issues settled and I do believe here real soon, it's going to be discussed/argued about again.. I'm NOT looking forward to it.. and really don't want to tell my brother.. his birthday is coming up soon :(
.. the above photo is early one morning last November .. it's sorta pretty isn't it?? ..
.. I'm not looking forward to the bitter cold that is coming our way this week.. suppose to be in the single digits and below zero at times.. I love winter but only the snow part.. not ice or bitter cold.. hopefully everything will be okay...
.. I do have some small good news.. well, good news for me anyway.. I figured out why some of my programs stopped working.. it was my firewall blocking them.. now why all of sudden ZoneAlarm decided to block programs that I okayed previously is beyond me.. I'm just happy I found out what it was and fixed it.. that's really the only issue I've had with it, so if you need a good free anti virus/firewall combo program, you should try it.. :)
.. I better go.. here's a someecard before I do... lol
.. blog ya later...... ♥